"I really don't have much to say/All my thoughts are floating away," Gary Van Miert sings early in the album's opening track, "We Are Made Of Stardust." But then he goes on to say quite a bit, in this song, and on the album as a whole. This song results from pondering the big questions of existence. "We are made of stardust/This is something I have learned/We're all made from cosmic dust/And to dust we shall return." It's true. It's incredible that we are here at all, a wonderful fluke of circumstances, without meaning or intent. And we return to dust all too soon. But do not worry, for this song has a very positive, rather cheerful vibe. Let's celebrate this pointless, wonderful, silly existence! Then at the beginning of "Why Did I Eat The Whole Bag Of Mushrooms?" he sings, "The walls are melting, the room's in a whirl/Now I find myself living in a frightening new world." The song feels like a dance through a carnival sideshow reality. Though these days the frightening world isn't the one we discover on hallucinogens, but the one we encounter when we are sober. "Why is too much never enough?" We've all been there, right? When I was living in Oregon, I remember buying a grocery bag of mushrooms for like fifteen dollars. Interesting times, to be sure. "Sitting alone/In my existential gloom/Listening to Exile On Main St./With a head full of shrooms." Hmm, that's one record I never listened to while tripping, and now I'm curious. Obviously, there is a good deal of humor to this song, but I suppose there is also part of that quest for the big answers within the answer to the title's question.
On "If I Stop Moving, I'll Fall From The Sky," the album's title track, Gary sings, "I'm soaring high, and for what it's worth/I don't ever want to come back to this earth." Yes, you could hear this one as another drug track (I seem to recall at least one trip that I didn't have much interest in returning from), but it's also about that need to be constantly moving forward, constantly active. "Gotta keep moving, can't slow down." Sometimes that need is because of a fear of missing things, but it seems we can miss so much in that kind of rush, that kind of constant activity. That song is followed by "Golden Teacher." "Nothing's really as it seems," Gary sings here. I still recall, rather vividly in fact, my first mushroom trip. It was on the campus of UMass Amherst, and just as things started to take off, a woman rode by on a white horse. That was real, we learned later. But everything after that was questionable, not so much what we saw, but what we then recalled of what we saw before the trip. "Show me all that's real/My old reality has fled." I learned quite a bit that day. While Gary sings of "many visual delights," he provide many auditory delights on this album.
"Head In The Clouds" is about being in one's own world. "It makes me feel so very calm/And it could never do me harm/I've got my head up in the clouds/I'm rising way above the crowd/I haven't heard a thing you said." These days I am making a conscious choice to avoid the news, to be ignorant of much of the horrors this country has so willingly embraced. It was a choice I made in order to be calm, to avoid being furious and depressed for the next four years. Life is too short for that. I am unwilling to give four years to anger. And I am unwilling to listen to a single word that fascist in the White House says. Interestingly, many friends have independently made the same decision. Is it wrong to keep our heads in the clouds? The worlds of our own making are just much more enjoyable at the moment. "Head In The Clouds" is followed by "I Rode The Bus With Joey Ramone." I love psychedelic music, folk music, country music. But I also love punk music, and this song takes a famous punk musician and puts him into more of a country context, with psychedelic elements and just a hint of punk. It's a different sort of bus trip than that taken by the Merry Pranksters, though I suppose there are a few similarities. "It was only a dream, just a crazy scene/I rode the bus with Joey Ramone/But that's not all, he was nine feet tall."
As you might guess, the psychedelic elements are especially pronounced on "One More Cup Of Mushroom Tea." It's been quite a long time since I've taken mushrooms, but this music is making me curious where they would take me these days. Might be scary, but might be beautiful and relaxing, helping us step farther from this ugly and at times sinister reality. There is a playful element to this song, but then again, that is something that is present in basically all of The Sensational Country Blues Wonders material. There is a bright rock energy to "Magic Glasses." "See the darkness turn to light," Gary sings at the beginning of this one. That line stands out now, when we need to feel hope that this country will emerge from its current descent into fascism. We all want to see the darkness turn to light. Do we need just a different way of viewing reality? Maybe. There is a positive vibe to this track, which I appreciate. "See the love that's been reflected/See that we are all connected."
"Gravity" is a particularly playful number, taking us back to an old saloon at the start. The song ponders where we'd be without gravity. "Without the force of gravity/Everything would float away/The oceans and rivers would disappear/They'd leave the earth without a trace/Earth itself would break apart/And drift away into outer space." I am now wondering if there are people who don't believe in gravity. At this point, I wouldn't be surprised. After all, there are people who believe the earth is flat. Morons abound. Anyway, this is a fun number, and something in the delivery at moments reminds me just a bit of some of Syd Barrett's solo material. The album then concludes with "Sky Songs," a song about being a songwriter and finding the songs that are out there in the air. It's interesting, the idea that songs come from without rather than within. And if that is true, then where exactly did the songs originate? Ah, something else to ponder. "My brain is a receiver/For songs up in the sky/It's made me a believer/Of what exists up high."
CD Track List
- We Are Made Of Stardust
- Why Did I Eat The Whole Bag Of Mushrooms?
- If I Stop Moving, I'll Fall From The Sky
- Golden Teacher
- Head In The Clouds
- I Rode The Bus With Joey Ramone
- One More Cup Of Mushroom Tea
- Magic Glasses
- Gravity
- Sky Songs