The disc opens with “Doubt,” a
pop song that has a gentle vibe, perhaps to help soothe us, perhaps to help him.
Its opening lines grab me: “Staring into
the sun/Always looking for an answer/When I know there isn’t one.” (Though
the line about staring into the sun reminds me of that image of Donald Trump
looking directly at the sun, one of his many moronic moments.) There is
something oddly catchy about this song. “Drifting
through another day/Can’t connect to what’s around me.” The second version
of this song has a slightly rougher quality, which I like. I think I actually
prefer this second version, though both are quite good. “I don’t know who to call my friends/I don’t know how to choose my
sins/I don’t know how much more I can bend.” Yet there is a hint of
optimism in this song, and perhaps a hint is all we can hope for, perhaps all
we need. We’re all hanging in there, right?
“Doubt” is followed by “Hard Of
Hearing,” which offers an intriguing combination of pop sounds and intimate,
confessional vocals. The lyrics to this one are excellent. Here is a taste: “I memorize the ceiling with the fire at my
feet/While I give myself advice that I can’t keep/I no longer ask myself what
any of this means/I just want my mind to quit so I can finally fall asleep.”
I think those are lines many folks will be able to relate to, and Ben’s voice
is like a friend in the void. Songs like this one show just how good pop music
can be. The second version begins more as folk, and has a sweet vibe. These are
like songs from the edge, where so many people dwell these days. “I know I’m not well, but I’m all right.”
“Personal Giants” is another captivating song, a song that seems to reach out
to the listener. “When I was lost/You
stood there, silent/And kept the light on inside me/And when I broke down/And
all the world turned to grey/You told me time would be gentle.” This is a gorgeous and engaging song, one of
my personal favorites. The alternate version is a slightly more stripped down
rendition, delivered on acoustic guitar, and is also beautiful. Then “Guilt”
begins with drums, establishing a good, solid groove before his tender vocals
come in. This one has a fuller pop sound, but still with a passion at its core.
“And once you see what lies behind a
mask/That mask will never look the same/And once a pattern shows itself/You can’t
pretend that nothing’s changed.” The second version begins quite differently,
on acoustic guitar, though it does develop a beat. This version is somewhat
shorter.
Interestingly, it is the first
version of “Better Days” that is delivered on acoustic guitar. “I know right now it feels like hell/And
nothing’s going all that well/When it’s always raining in your head/And it’s
hard to see beyond your bed/Just remind yourself/That it’s probably gonna take
some time.” I love the intimate, honest vocal delivery, at moments his
voice supported by just acoustic guitar, and then gorgeous swells of strings.
Here he offers hope, telling us again to hang in there. “There are better days to find.” The second version is then
delivered on piano and strings. Both versions are beautiful. Then “Dead Ends”
begins with strings and guitar, and immediately addresses hope directly, as if
personified: “Hello, hope, it’s been a
while.” There is a beautifully sad tone to this, though not quite defeated.
“I thought I was damned to watch life
through my hands/No, I’m not in the place I thought I’d be/Makes looking back a
whole lot simpler.” But then there is a positive spin, sort of, as he sings
“Well, there’s no need to run when you’re
traveling down the wrong road.” I love that line. Actually, this song has
so many good lines, I could quote the entire thing. It’s probably best that you
just pick up the CD and listen to it for yourself.
CD Track List
- Doubt
- Hard Of Hearing
- Personal Giants
- Guilt
- Better Days
- Dead End
- Doubt
- Hard Of Hearing
- Personal Giants
- Guilt
- Better Days
- Dead End
Therapy was released on April 26, 2019.
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